《皇后大道的听众》(结局)

  七月一号,钟显声作为警队一员,出席交接仪式。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>CbW59rsk8O1UXEgKcvy2wxoNqjSf7eF0JtHGYDA6</blockquote>
  旗帜交换,一个时代落下,一个时代开启。查尔斯王子在大雨倾盆的天气辞别本港,盛大烟花谢幕,又回到日复一日的平静生活。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>QISdBfR2vXzTA93CUKEeMscmPy0OGbrN1FWLo4kw</blockquote>
  钟显声仍然像个机械表,有规律地、不停息地转动。他还是过去的钟显声,看到犯罪无动于衷,对受害人也没半点同理心,他只是麻木地生活,在街边遇到被虐待的流浪猫,他也只是冷漠的走过。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>iW89LVDM0eapmxIUOZjfKhcgt4k2BQ6zAYwb3Cns</blockquote>
  总署应酬多过从前,有次他和何sir在饭局见面,何sir问他:“总署如何?是不是有很浓的官僚主义?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>WSxEgwq0dhUnIikZJ3sa5NCzKYovOFfAPrHX1uR4</blockquote>
  “也许。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>a1o76sGjvNC9bQqLxd30VezfDS54ZuPRYHkKEUmc</blockquote>
  钟显声感知不到。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>38v4RY0lNMAIctxwHJXrf51imSZeVn2GQqLEU9Ty</blockquote>
  他一直是个绝对理性,绝对克制的人,不论在什么样的环境下,他都可以很好适应。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>EoaC0NM7unVRbPAjqmd6gvZi1zlhsptyLOY3eJTk</blockquote>
  因为他从不用融入。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>BNRKnoLmeAbEwydGID0Cf2YQF1g9sj8X3cO7iZtr</blockquote>
  何sir说:“O记现在就好难,贼都被你抓光。果然,黑社会一失业,我们这些差佬也要失业。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>APCVOWJNXF5ubx3d1I9taBkSehfmcp0DQzlUZYnK</blockquote>
  钟显声说:“不要气馁,以后路还长。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>n8hwuevxp7LsoaXqQIiGR2SmEN5jfKFOy1HWkBcV</blockquote>
  雨在窗外寄寂地落下,霓虹灯被晕染开。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>EFiUHshztS6fqp8JjvaN923YeDQrluTdmxy0GAXc</blockquote>
  何sir递烟给钟显声,“你身上看不到半点年轻人的样子。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ywWBOdGEbJDv31Qz7iSC8mYfqoFI0LVnTrPHj4t9</blockquote>
  钟显声说:“我从小就这样,考试拿第一名也不开心,公公去世也不伤心,我怕自己会犯罪,所以报考警校,让警察的责任束缚我。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>HC7w8RbGvczNMEtLDZ5lIgVyqxsduF2hQAPTfWK4</blockquote>
  可是宝珍令他失控,不止一次。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>yxVXPimIp2qBDvKaz4dGs9e0tOwFMEcfh5luSTZL</blockquote>
  有同僚喝高,放嗓大唱:甜蜜蜜,你笑得甜蜜蜜…”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>mskzNVBf12ILoxb3F9PY7AjScXwQpqKihnUeGOHC</blockquote>
  好似花儿开在春风里。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fc7CvJEFUGb9X5wgLsouyY8V0DkdripxTmNzBe14</blockquote>
  宝珍是邓丽君狂热歌迷,1995邓丽君病逝的新闻爆出,她哭了整整一晚上…<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>5mxozZCjbf84iPSc7drs2eaNw1QXnLHOEu3JDpVT</blockquote>
  酒桌上那人不知道自己的歌声难听,仍在唱。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>UAdih7kPbTmVtZJ6prcYCnB01XgefoRI5WlvEsqS</blockquote>
  “在哪里…”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>DcyI2JX5gw9rzqCfY0ZVQNimF4EMjp6PAaluBR8d</blockquote>
  …<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wAyNk9fc4LOIiosVzCXmnhT0K1H8aM6FEbWGZvuP</blockquote>
  “在哪里见过你…”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eiMSpJXjKLBxPaY4HmTDkUdyN07OtEF9lG3q8ChW</blockquote>
  温哥华。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>dHjGiJU8pQanc3R9oSykEeCv6fbl0V2TFNszuK51</blockquote>
  段保宁做律师做上瘾,在温哥华开了间律师所,专为华人服务,在香港扮演他妻子的美洁也飞来温哥华同他作伴。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>svTx54PprEQcbyJAS1jDFfqgaWORu9XNLoGZnC7B</blockquote>
  宝珍在社区大学重修心理学。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>YPx8TGVmgFruiKMHSqApah2y3l6sfXZd1QIbC9DE</blockquote>
  她没有伴侣,没有子宫,无牵无挂,只有手上一枚沉甸甸的钻戒,是她爱自己的象征。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>aetUPxEOh7WCplF2RYbfT8ZBrXgoSuzLjws5cAdJ</blockquote>
  她结束课程,去律师所帮手,段保宁不在,美洁看店。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eKdUoPBruF0A6ZqykNVjsM1ial24fgbIQpO3XHSc</blockquote>
  她在律师所放磁带听。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>0RMACpjS3DJXsuGVtxg9qnb8YmirOv7FKQ1Zldok</blockquote>
  美洁以前和宝珍钟显声做邻居,常常听到宝珍叫床的声音。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>K0wBbkmoDZj3FIPOylYhz9qdUacpf7VeJixgMSQs</blockquote>
  有时痛苦,有时婉转。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>YI8CQegMwkO9nt0lpyiZf4XNhSEGm5F67q2BDTbu</blockquote>
  比起楼上那对常常争吵的怨侣,宝珍和钟显声家里很安静。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Vmg9lisGCHNh7fT14cq3zD8atSykoJLnvIOujMQA</blockquote>
  “你想他吗?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>QX7Ry8duIrWl2UDJGcgOzoMAbsmaBE9p4KCTY5f1</blockquote>
  宝珍用一段往事回答美洁:<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>V2FTviI87sqngL1pPoe6KJfW5GQRrXcmdwZhjuNM</blockquote>
  “去年电影甜蜜蜜上映,我和他去戏院,我看到结局,哭得窒息过去,他不明白我为什么哭。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>DujE8H1qcPVN0yQloJIrMeTGWtBnfhkgSp9Y4X2d</blockquote>
  …<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>f1kHITdK5VFELXszce9my4vAPDBOMaQSRlqp0hCg</blockquote>
  钟显声没喝酒,开车回家,自己开一瓶威士忌喝闷酒。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>8CXrqm3x9WO1VFftil5DwkzgSb4BQ6yH702MKajP</blockquote>
  他对着窗影举杯,屋外夜色不散。楼上那对又在争吵,吵了整整叁年,还不分手。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ihxaUL64H1I532sTlAQj80bpDqN9oYEenzS7OXWR</blockquote>
  旁人的事,和他无关。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Dtyen9Vm0JdcbkaEiWLvY5lNTp3jM42xrQqsI8CO</blockquote>
  今天有人唱甜蜜蜜,他记起去年和宝珍去戏院一起看甜蜜蜜,结尾李翘在警局认出豹哥尸体时,她哭得比张曼玉还厉害。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Kjw8Z762Qm4TrMdSlPYtOCxDgVIe3Ui0hBkovz1X</blockquote>
  钟显声觉得女人多情又冷酷,宁愿为虚构角色泪流满面,也不肯对身边人施舍半分真心。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>K2ktaowAzjRTDYghN8nE0M35cqsOeB17L6VCQrfF</blockquote>
  香港天气越来越闷,即便在屋中,都感受得到密云压过来的紧迫。他喝罢杯中酒,去浴室冲凉。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>0sTagwchr2375kD8KGqWdCxLobzBj1iUulmnPVty</blockquote>
  …<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>HkqBsf48W2xbMSiTuEQGO13gjI7lYvchtrVdmp6n</blockquote>
  “男人好可恶是不是?不爱你的时候折磨你,爱你的时候还要折磨你。”宝珍对美洁说。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ybXVIBSdMl1cwWCYmvuti986NpQLhjrn2FkET4aU</blockquote>
  美洁认可地点头。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>YCt6hoHTLlE4k2ZufGb9QRJ3mOznPFUBwDcVN7Sd</blockquote>
  宝珍关掉录音机,接着说:“他们觉得伤害过你,给你买钻戒,买玫瑰,给你身份地位,你就要爱他…我看电影时真的好感动,豹哥可以为李翘纹一只米奇在身上,我叫他纹一只叮当猫,他当我说玩笑话,骂我痴线。果然,电影里都是骗人,现实世界哪有痴情仔。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>6Co5TH9yvFQ8csrqIbzmGZBU0fe7EnSxXpNwYVKu</blockquote>
  “钟sir看上去就是没什么感情的人,真搞不懂你怎么会爱上他。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Wij4sAH65hrRuJQBz3GypwdcVoYTlPeFk27Iq9NK</blockquote>
  “或许是少女时代一见钟情。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>WaBi8T7kM9YjR21ZlAJG5H6xEVNwFhzoUD3bfLIq</blockquote>
  在她为Leslie疯狂流泪,无限迷茫的那一夜,她撞上他腰间的配枪。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>09sjOVQEBd5XP6M3a7KHDG4xhtlucyeqNvJfwi1b</blockquote>
  他没有像其它路人那样,因为她的冲撞而愤怒。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>OwaxmyBZvcjnN29CYR7DIhVuUFWzo6gM54A8sKLQ</blockquote>
  宝珍在最热情的年纪,被他的冷静与克制吸引。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>WgG547MnVs2Jw9OymQvj1iDBqSTrb3FKdeokYl8C</blockquote>
  后来才明白,他只是个没有情绪的人而已。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>BTnjGckYOsaASHIhdwbuDe61voVFgWQpz58fCtJx</blockquote>
  …<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>yrIP90HWg1nFvhk4VX3bxiC6TSUqmdesjME8RBAp</blockquote>
  钟显声脱去衬衣下的防弹衣,舒展浑身肌肉。他时时刻刻都在提防罪犯,时刻都穿着防弹衣,防弹衣常常勒得他无法透气,胸膛发紧。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>J4h2koBPxYR8QKNGEVaH5DX3WtjcbuS76M9TrUen</blockquote>
  他不会因穿多一件防弹衣而窒息,可窒息感如影随形。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>7gdQsluM0IRhrE5N8xKAXtGj2wPkpVCiJeav94cW</blockquote>
  他冲完凉,挂一件浴巾在腰间。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>XBjHpc1SC7VezJPA8LKi6aGwRrWEgtkYfTO240sU</blockquote>
  浴室的镜子蒙上水雾,他用手掌擦去,随着镜面一寸寸清晰,他在镜中的样子也明晰起来。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>OzWNMxBrRawfTUo4pgb5CHdnJFyKS9VPGlQmLv72</blockquote>
  他右胸有一记不碍事的子弹印,是见习时挨的枪子,他因没穿防弹衣擅自执行任务,被上级当众教训。对于他来讲,被当众责骂是一件很屈辱的事。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>bj0WlVzFpQxqMTu8HL1OtD2sPafIEn4BKRc79YXC</blockquote>
  因此他不愿提及这一处伤,也不愿展露于人,即便做爱时。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>4BEwe6ityz0TOsnVP3vIr9jpaxCKlNYDkmLdhFgR</blockquote>
  接着往下擦镜子。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>y0ezXMW1Ej7I6pH5xKfAlTvoLBNQdSmrig4bs2hu</blockquote>
  他肌理分明的腹部也变得清晰。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>TshUPXacHvBl54KWf83kRp9dE7euAC1DOqLrymZj</blockquote>
  至此,镜子上的水雾已经被除干净。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>pabRPDj74gkcT0NUHiZlX9Ly8IxACtouBW15hvd6</blockquote>
  他漱口之后,便拿着毛巾一边擦头发,一边离开浴室。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>XJdx2emfYVikO6NjqW1sGKBFobzrTR3Lw0QCan9U</blockquote>
  他转身的时候,镜中倒映出他后腰上青色的叮当猫纹身。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Nsup5Ee2tgjAQ4Uf06W9nRroa3FkPlxDOybdmIMZ</blockquote>
  钟显声接着喝酒,宝珍离开香港后,他每一夜都是酒徒。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>I9CXpleLHBjb3tTWEPusSMnyO7cZ2mrFDfKi461h</blockquote>
  …<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ZvU9FSrIlznXfiVJ1sjH6hbpR0mEC3x4GqTgWNwM</blockquote>
  “我现在真的搞不懂,从前怎么那样爱他啊…明明都不知道他是什么样的。也许因为他是警察,而我老豆是黑社会,所以很有刺激感…”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fnPbjW4ANx8qZ3tpsRLul2GX5w9dmI0ySMU6KTaB</blockquote>
  美洁感慨:“你不愧是修心理学的。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>4ZMd7zsBkEDCtog9uLKOjvwxpXQPi0hUbTIl5HWm</blockquote>
  “惭愧,我都不知他几时爱上我的,他很可怕,爱和恨一个人,面部是同样的表情,用的也是相同的手段。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>OvlqxK14DYHyLRPFGMacIrUNg8EQTVzoSfpudne7</blockquote>
  …<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>1IsXM7fVnTZmhOFpKctN3xQD2iSzRu0ab6jACv4k</blockquote>
  钟显声几时爱上宝珍,只有钟显声自己知道。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>SmPZFiBDpGldXOgRVL3EYxeMUAhscKHzywoWJv81</blockquote>
  也许是1989年那夜在红磡她撞进他怀里,也许是隔年在日本。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>kbP1V7WjSL8oYtwf64CBm5nyeDM3GRNgipQrsTcX</blockquote>
  他当时正在密切追踪段大海,段大海一家人冬天去日本度假,他也追踪到日本。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>nX7DQtVPFbM4ZW5aC6jo3iEmAfNsOY9HUIJkTrlx</blockquote>
  他在松原雪海中迷路。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Y7s1WnpHtP9hI4VReLjmadEwvXTf5JkqulUxDA8c</blockquote>
  段宝珍又一次从天而降出现在他面前。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>QY82EoiOKat5zRrSL1luDXx4pwZUC7yIGTMbsck9</blockquote>
  她当时仍不知道他是警察,还很高兴地说:“好有缘,香港先生。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>aOgtnk0G7ev48D1MYVsPF3QuA9dlzyINJohEjHxU</blockquote>
  他说:“我迷路了。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>XGZJLvNzV3gQKsd2R7c9lCfTwWAumhH8r0qUDY6p</blockquote>
  宝珍当日梳着两条黑溜溜的麻花辫,穿滑雪服,娇俏地把手背在身后,对他讲:“你亲我一下,我就给你指路。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>CLsXo0nwj2grDdVefQm57cEWAH16JvMa4NOx8yBp</blockquote>
  “妹妹仔电影看太多,脑子看坏掉了。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Y1jXkrvMu7P4DHgNmJoZy6tfB9TIwp8AqVbiESnl</blockquote>
  “那你就自己一个人留在这里咯。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Z08aTjudG9XJWpv46iRKV1sOcHItbNnFrgelQy7h</blockquote>
  他怕被段大海的手下发现自己。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>8P2hyafUkDA1I5eCOcElwQz6Tj3Bp0xirLYnZVmq</blockquote>
  于是异国雪海,唇印落她额头,一个不慎,顺便把心也丢在她那里。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>JHntE0CbyFpodrlMYNsmzjAUXG8TDRguPKh5fxWI</blockquote>
  后来窃听段家,她每日清晨八点准时开嗓唱歌,他准点入场,隔着电波和维多利亚港,做她忠实听众。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>36X2Khzv0MwkVP1m5fUcTGpjEH4QYRDWeqnsIuA8</blockquote>
  她最爱其实是邓丽君,又怕辜负王馨平,唱完邓丽君,都要再唱一首王馨平。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>14nFBpoRQKr92WNZzqbudUSlkJyHhIPAM87seiGc</blockquote>
  89年之前她最爱的歌手是Leslie,Leslie宣布退出乐坛,她决心不再爱他,可偶尔一个人呆在家里闲得无聊,还是会不经意唱起:“人生路,美梦似路长。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Jz0Rc7GKHFdtpOnQSu3BjhfYZCPo9vTN5rLkly1m</blockquote>
  …<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>2dCnB3e6AqkDX8KwOybgYTthujvGpaLQF1cNZS9E</blockquote>
  美洁仍是很好奇:“那你后来为何不爱他了?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>6750c2yINSubFvGPZkE8MQso3mxzLjfJhlOR1AKr</blockquote>
  “他对我不好,我为何要爱他?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>RTa2Unpm7hgd1f0cxHbeNuqrzM6EXGFKPZoYDyVv</blockquote>
  “那你是如何在他身边呆这些年的?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>prGyoltxfAE5OnHCkM6eKjXiJUbQsvW4SBI19gRh</blockquote>
  “很讽刺,后来我自己也发觉,对他的爱多于恨。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Hl6spi98CQTvEgOL7nquceFoaNUwjZIADJkG4yrR</blockquote>
  “女人嘛…我同你哥哥吵架时,也好讨厌他。可我为他从大陆到香港,再从香港到温哥华。对了,你何时发觉自己其实爱他更多点?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>S9fLaDMHkVgusCTFRoyXJj72BhI6N4qQ5vpmtz0Y</blockquote>
  “那日皇后大道电车脱轨,我后来抵达现场,我其实就在不远处,但他当时太着急没发现我。我看着他满头汗水,逐个逐个确认,八十岁阿婆也不放过,我忽然觉得,他冷漠之外,也有点可爱。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Jps1HL3VRWM2DCjo8kn9FXcNQ6Bd5YAwSGuyqb4U</blockquote>
  美洁没有见过那一幕,但只凭宝珍的回忆和口述,仍让美洁的眼角溢出热泪。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ZLncRSBoTIC0bdX856ifajHJ2p9Fewl7MyEusU4P</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>9ygQCAfHJKVYuZUXbEx3elwmD075WBhdcno4rMPq</blockquote>
  “那你何时回去见他?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>83L0cXtebzKWhyR5mpZS2M7IjqdUk6CfDBY9AnxG</blockquote>
  “你料定我一定会回去?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Vqo0NDJcXyf5gxZ7hArv184d2WzkYnwFCTt9pUQG</blockquote>
  “嗯,你爱他,他也爱你,不是吗?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>vOM0TIEVUf5umwF1K2xpt946andXzJYg3LoPbcqH</blockquote>
  宝珍不说话,她只是转动手上的钻戒。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>kpZMXOYAEWfegCziStma6cvuFThyDQs7dr8bJIKN</blockquote>
  这只钻戒大有来历。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Xb97tOh8VRfZAdHzQ3xCFiU6jI4SyPGmpueN5k0g</blockquote>
  段宝珍命中带衰,十八岁时死老豆,被差佬当人质扣押,歌星梦中断,吸烟吸坏嗓子。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>dXNSgms19ucyveFT3Krh7Y8PaZ0VIxC2UikpMD4f</blockquote>
  偏偏她自己也不争气,死差佬越折磨她,她越爱他,而且一世只爱他。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>8NRIcFwPrOz4W0lCBXoqLf2xKQ3maHEMeU1JtsTn</blockquote>
  有一日她和钟显声做爱做到一半,他接到电话被警局叫走,留她一人在空空的房间里。她忽然觉得好委屈,耶和华不爱她,死差佬也不爱她。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>pWJRPaj9wFkN56si0m8cbguMYDnl1Ue3oBXvTxEH</blockquote>
  她在钟显声的余温旁忽然明白,人生路,不过是美梦一段,噩梦一段,悲有时,笑有时。这一切都有期限。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>8bNOUCId1jX3KiqQ6McwvpmfgZ5huoxeBE2L0nk4</blockquote>
  爱情、男人,甚至香港这座城市,都比不上钻石寿命长久。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>vmWTto5H9GcXfipsM6JO8UBSQjAbP0yFCl1LdzZY</blockquote>
  于是她当天就出门去订制了这一只钻戒。无人爱她的话,她爱自己到永远。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>qKulzLFm4YfMCcJg7ePxV2BZptUhrnWAbQEj8vaG</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>FlmSw1VOIbR7sDZU4AEKQHvNtu0Ck3qj25phiL8o</blockquote>
  美洁说:“好大的钻石,钟sir送你的?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>uBdCbYphLtXZkErVvOjlyR6oPiMa79IK3Hns2qmU</blockquote>
  宝珍说:“不是,我买给自己的。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>qKN3xtJSFM5koOaDRmTzisrU8E1hCjL0yBXeIGf4</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>dMaycS7jR1fNEAtUlBhwDO9KvsJxC0rPTHqYeQog</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Vnb3mDhyFPajETZsMUxkq1tvAOu8WKg42efXB7YQ</blockquote>
  —全文终—<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>N6XbvM7IrTFUo3xluypG4gdzjWLkHfwSCc2EqZAt</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>3qAmRaZ9QnieTJuH7F14D5LNlzfxtgKVryM82Xph</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>n0J8iH51RCoU7tPLDMh9dsVIFWc23BNXkAexzvQr</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Ws1CNEPjSLJAiIHapDOl3RwK7Bu5ZxXfqn6mTr0M</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ENudhzyw2bFi780jg9oxmQcaBnDOMJtHVlCU5RkP</blockquote>
  ------------------<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eW83NmsxdKHT2aJQnBfpVbOYAgEr76Llv1z5PwSo</blockquote>
  关于结尾废话几句<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>dqpv4IhGket3jE6D8oyHCwNR17LAXQfgul02MJnT</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>FUikKEDQogt7f5l2NqHOIcRLbjmdG04TJvWypB9a</blockquote>
  框架一开始就是这样,没有走故事线,而是写宝珍。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ZlIafTDogwSO7QLRGHXpFWzA1NBrYKMhy2V3ndet</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>h497LuxanwgiMHobN1ZCJtVsQfSIzYERjWPOl5mT</blockquote>
  因为这一篇讲的是宝珍破开仇恨、感情的困局,所以结尾只到这里。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>sUFr7kN0OK1ZT8xhnf2wbvQ9CdBJAq43IMiemXzl</blockquote>
  我一直认为有些故事是故事,有严格的故事线,需要开端和结尾,有些故事是歌,只需要聆听它。这是关于宝珍的一曲歌,你我有缘在这里听到她,歌是没有结局的。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ryTPoz19ueNFAqjwS0MWUK4CxIYZt3RbhnJcLsHa</blockquote>
  要真的说结局的话。。。。。真的是想了很久,对于爱情来说,唯一的be是爱情消失吧,爱情不死,言情不be。宝珍和钟显声的爱情还活着,就不是be,但本篇正文内容到此为止。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ApE62r0c9tXZJvLPKGdslS5Wfz1HxqUnR7BOkgyu</blockquote>
  还有一点大家评论提到的,不必为宝珍失去子宫惋惜,这是她自己的决定。子宫也好男人也好,失去它们并不妨碍她是个完美又完整的女人。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>lVdwv1bzcqUYhg6xLW2Gs7JOAFEu8CfmRQNMS0Py</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>r1nxtC6aNM5QIPwXm03O4uWkS89hLzdHEoYbcvj7</blockquote>
  这个故事完整的故事线今晚放微博,看文觉得故事线乱的话可以移步微博去看一下,里面还有一些钟显声的视角和人物行为解释,因为这个故事里他只是个听众,对于他的描写过多,会破坏这首歌的传达,所以没有写在正文里。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>PsbxL7geuQHrcNJkVW1XKwMAEo4Szldajh8pYUBq</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>pjvJAYVSGXLr2aFeg9H7bzq5UdcxKDCtEhkIP3fM</blockquote>
  另外本篇因为是97前香港背景,有出戏和用词不对且历史问题地方及时告诉我改正一下<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Palo0Rv3X4bj9e7HZ8OS6mMTCgGsLWrkc2QxtEKV</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>biYPZEu4vqBA1sjRfV5hKWHmneXQ0Sr6l7zd8yT9</blockquote>
  宝珍再见,宝珍要越来越好呀。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>OTpts2Cvg8i9aPAEIHJ3ZdRMu0rlYNShnBbowfyx</blockquote>
  <blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>nWKjGoN8BH02zasM7XwtfCmq69rOUpILFdvZbygR</blockquote><blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fAUmqwc4OaNLgoj9MRt0npsBPGT1QJ8yVhd2IZeS</blockquote>

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